
Hanna is growing and her first weeks are going by. There have been a ton of events in her short life so far and we are blessed to have her to share them with us. Hanna was very peaceful amidst the noise and activity of Great Uncle Henry and Donna's wedding on 12/1. Jim brought her out on the dance floor at the reception for her first dance and then Uncle Will, Emma, and Rachael each took her out for a dance. Grandma Kate came in that day and joined us for the week before Hanna's baptism.

Johanna's Baptism was beautiful. We have always done a private baptism so that my Dad can be the celebrant. I love that our family is so comfortable in the Church and without much notice can jump in to serve. Mary led the liturgical music and sang the "Litany of Saints" adding all of the family names. I was standing at the baptismal font at the time and was blessed to see the delighted faces of each of the kids as their saint's name was sung. We asked Rachael to proclaim the 1st reading and she spoke with strength and clarity. Aunt Magaly read the responses and did a beautiful job. My Dad gave a wonderful homily about welcoming Johanna to the dance of the Christian church. Emma and Will stood up for Johanna as her Godparents and I know will pray for her and support her in faith. PawPaw took lots of picture to commemorate the day.The family then came back to our house that was the cleanest it has been in years thanks to Grandma Kate and we were blessed that everyone brought food to ease our load. Johanna was sealed for Christ and is so lucky to have the support and prayers of so many.


Johanna has been smiling all along, but at 5 weeks she smiled directly in response to Jim. She then did it for me and Emma and now smiles regularly when we talk to her. Hanna holds her head up and looks around. She pushes up off our chests and makes great faces with her expressive eyebrows.We are all enjoying her even if we may be losing our hearing in the process. Hanna's sensitivity to dairy and reflux cause her to cry regularly and with the intensity of pain. It can be hard to comfort her sometimes but with so many willing people to hold and love her, she calms down and frequently falls asleep on someones' chest. I love to watch her when she is peacefully sleeping with her mouth slightly open and her arms relaxed and hanging down at her side.

When Johanna was 6 weeks old I had to return to work. The days leading up to my return were hard. I was emotional at the thought of leaving her and anxious that she would be fussy. Monday morning after I fed her before heading out, Hanna gave me a huge smile. It made me laugh with joy and she laughed back, soft and sweet. It was a huge dose of grace right when I needed it. My work day was made easy by Jim, who brought Johanna to visit for lunchtime. I was happy to hear she took a bottle without too much trouble. I have eased back into work and have been glad for all of the paid holidays so I could be at home.

That week I brought Hanna to the pediatrician for a rash. She has had the rash since 2 weeks. We had conversed electronically and changed the soaps and lotions we use but still her skin reacted in red spots. Dr Z. told use to use hydrocortisone regularly and that it might take a few months for her system to tolerate things better. Johanna got her shots and stats while we were there. At 7 weeks she weighed 11lbs. 11 ounces. She is growing beautifully.
Christmas with a baby is a sublime experience. Remembering Christ being sent to us as a defenseless infant, like my Johanna, brings to mind our humble God and His love for us. Johanna was peaceful as we celebrated Christmas Eve lunch and later Mass. Hanna is a gift to us.